My Autobiography

so, at the risk of being all "ashley simpson", this great title for my autobiography fell out of the sky the other day. "2 steps from having it together" is the pursuit of my life. i think everyday i have some thought along the lines of ' if i could just get it together in (fill in this blank with any number of areas) then i would be really spiritual, super productive, thinner, solving world poverty, happy, etc. you get the idea. there is so much i want to accomplish, experience, see, do, be and the only thing that really gets in my way is myself. i guess that is what paul was talking about with the whole 'the spririt is willing, but the flesh is weak'. that also reminds me of the whole ecclesiastes approach to life of 'there is nothing new under the sun'. at times i find that comforting and others depressing. i am not sure which i find it now.