i have a problem

o.c. reruns come on every day.

i watch them almost everyday.

yes, that's right. as an incredibly busy working mom, trying to hold a marriage and household together (with tons of help from my amazing husband) while raising a relatively healthy and functional daughter (who will hopefully not be from a divorced family), i take time out (after lyvi's bed time) to watch the o.c. we have a new t.v. feature where i can record it. so, god forbid, it doesn't work out where i can watch it that day, i settle in and watch 2 or 3 in a row. that is like super indulgence.

now, as a promoter of life balance, i completely believe in taking time out for fun. just for the sake of fun without some deeper meaning or greater good. but, this is questionable at best.

here is the problem, i cannot quit watching it. i have heard that marissa dies and that this is the last season. while i am crushed by this possibility, it can only be in my best interest.

judge me if you want. you aren't the first and won't be the last. but, come on, who doesn't want to be young, skinny, rich, and living on the beach. the story moves so fast that you can't help but be sucked in. i think my mom might even be falling in to it (of course, because of my negative influence).

i cannot imagine how my quality of life would be improved if i took that time and fed my soul in better ways. can you imagine? an hour sitting in the presence of god, cuddled up on your fathers lap each day. what could you possibly be lacking if you did this? i cannot even envision the benefits this would bring.

if you live somewhere that the new season has already started showing, do not tell me what happens or i will learn how to block you from my blog.